Tuesday, June 17, 2008

You say you'd take it all back given the chance.

Love is what we shared,
We craved it and gave it away
I spent hours and hours thinking of you,
It felt like it was everyday.
Our hands were locked toghether
We were never going to let go
Your eyes they shone in the sunlight,
And your skin was always a glow.
One night, when the stars were shining
You took me to the park,
You told me not to worry about getting home right now
Even though it was getting dark.


You kissed me and told me you loved me,
But I could tell something wasn't right
Your eyes, they looked like fire
As if they were about to ignite.
Then you pushed me down with such force
That I couldn't even budge.
I thought to myself "maybe this is what all boyfriends do"
I wasn't one to judge.
Then you started telling me how beautiful was,
My ears started ringing, and everything was a buzz.
I asked you to stop, to let me go,
But you didnt listen.
The fire was burning even more;
Your eyes began to glisten.
Then we were naked
And no one was around to hear me scream
It all seemed too unreal
It all seemed too extreme.
I don't really remember what happend after that
But I remember waking up feeling completly flat.
My parents had found me
Lying there on the ground
No words were coming to my mouth
I couldn't make a sound.
They took me to the hospital and told me not to worry
They told me that it's normal that everything was blurry
I got up to go see what I looked like
If I looked the way I felt
I felt like all my insides
Were slowly starting to melt
I looked into the mirror and saw
Bruises, cuts, and scrapes
and I finially could say what I wanted to that night
Rape, Rape, Rape.

2 comments:

parmida said...

thats so intense
did you write that?

ps. notice how im commenting..

Niki said...

yess i did write it
haha

ps. i wish i knew how
hope this works :)