you feel like something is about to begin

i have always supported you.

listened to you

encouraged you

what can you say you've done for me?

ask me. i won't say no. how could i?

no matter how far you distance yourself from me

i will always love you

nothing will ever be able to change that

your hollow heart will always be full of warmth to me

your moody mind will always be a charming savant

your restless eyes will always be sparkling figments of delight

no matter how hard i try

how much i push you away

or how much i try to extract every drop of your allure

i find myself weak

i find myself back in your arms.

the blues

is this the new year or just another night?

is this the new fear or just another fright?

is this the new tear or just another desperation?

is this the finger or just another fist?

is this kingdom or just a hit and miss

i miss direction most in all this desperation

is this what they call freedom?

is this what you call pain?

is this what they call discontented fame?

it'll be a day like this one

when the world caves in

when the world caves in

when the world caves in

im singing this one

like a broken piece of glass

for broken hearts

and broken noses in the back

is this the new year or just another desperation?

you're pushing till you're shoving

you bend until you break

do you stand on the field where your broken fathers lay?

it'll be a day like this one when the world caves in

when the world caves in

when the world caves in

when the world caves in

when the world caves in

when the world caves in

is there nothing here worth saving?

is there no one here at all?

is there any net left that could break our fall?

it'll be a day like this one when the sky breaks down

when the hungry and poor and deserted are found

are you discontented?

have you been pushing hard?

have you been throwing down this broken house of cards?

it'll be a day like this one when the world caves in

when the world caves in

when the world caves in

when the world caves in

is there nothing left now?

nothing left to sing?

are there any left that haven't kissed the enemy?

is this the new year or just another desperation?

does justice ever find you?

do the wicked never lose?

is there any other song left to sing besides these blues

and nothing is okay until the world caves

till the world caves in

till the world caves in

till the world caves in

till the world caves in

till the world caves in

till the world caves in

till the world caves in

till the world caves in

till the world caves in

-(switchfoot)

romance can only fill so many holes

you've become a liar

pathetic and pitiful

you've given up on friendships

shameful and disgraceful

for what?

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN WE'RE ALL YOU HAVE?

im sorry but i'm not surprised

let me have something of my own

i've shared everything with you

every fiber of my being has been shared with you

what have you given me?

what have you let me in on?

the last time i was on top, is a blur

i can't remember when i last called something mine

something i can say i've never let anyone else in on

if i do keep it i'm called a shrew

how can i win?

please just let me keep this, for my own.

i hate goodbyes

i don't think i'll ever let anyone know how much i secretly care for you

it's stunning really

everyday i surprise myself

everyday i try to let go of you

but i've lost my tight grip on reality

and tightened my grip on fantasy.

10 000

you're alone because of the actions you chose not to take