Dad, I want to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry you never got to experience me. Who I am or who I want to be,and I'm really sorry that you never will. I'm sorry that we yelled and I'm sorry that we never agreed. I'm sorry that you'll never know how I truly feel about you, and I'm sorry that I don't believe you care. But what I'm the mostly sorry about is that fact that you were never there.
Dad, I want to say I know. I know now. Everything you've done and said. I thought I could look past it, maybe move on. But it's harder then it seems. I'm sorry that I was such a dissapointmeant and that I'm my mother, but it's better then being a tyrant,like you.
Dad, I'm sorry for all the bad things I think about you. If you were inside my head you would be amazed.You can't even begin to imagine how much you've hurt me. All I wanted was to be a part of your life and now all I want is you out of mine.
Dad, I'm sorry you can't watch me grow up, because I'm growing up fast and theirs no slowing down. I'm sorry I messed so much up for you and I hope you don't go through what I go through everyday when I think about you.
Dad, happy fathers day, even though I couldn't find a person who is less deserving of thoes words.
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