It's really funny how hard I fell for you, and then you just dropped me without warning. It's really funny how you told me how much I meant to you and then just changed the next minute.
It's really funny how I have no idea what's going on right now and I have no idea what to think about the situation
It's really funny how I can't stop thinking about; it kills me, and i know it shows.
It's really funny how I can't:
Eat,
Sleep,or
Cope.
It feels like its been ages since I've done any of thoes things.
It's really funny how my best friend is my only life line right now. She's the only thing keeping me sane because she's the only one who I can talk to about how much I messed up, without feeling judged.
But I know I don't deserve this.
I know I shouldn't have to swallow my tears this often
I know I should be thinking about other things
I know I shouldn't have rushed things like I did
I know I shouldn't have to force a smile right now
I know I shouldn't have put her through this,and had her watch me cry because of you.
So once you're ready to tell me what's going on, I'd love to hear it, cause I've never been so lost.
P.S: You didn't even tell her about me did you?
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