Saturday, January 31, 2009

everyone can see right through me


do you still love me?
do you still care?
what must I have done for this to be happening?
an empty whole where there once was a heart
do you still need me?
do you still see me?
I'm crying out for some affection
someone to keep me safe
there's no one to escape this room that I've locked myself in
do you still hear me? 
do you still understand?
I'll keep apologizing, keep living in this paranoia 
always thinking you'll get up and leave
do you still love me?
do you still care?

Saturday, January 24, 2009

you surround me

i just wanna use your love



I'm screaming for some company
come here, come here, sit with me
nothing's worse then the bitter taste of, alone
come here, come here, make yourself at home
tell me every secret you've got
come here, come here, untie the knot
are you ready to know every side of me?
come here, come here, set me free.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

in spite of all you said


i don't deserve this. i've been there for you. be here for me.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

they will see us waving

i've got this feeling that there's something i missed

i need to be more free
more alone, and secure
i need to be someone who loves themselves
i need to stop being so unsure
i need to be more independent
breaking free from others chains
i need to be wiser 
i need to scrounge up the remains
i need to take care of myself
pay attention to what i desire
i need to let go of trying to make everyone else happy
it's made me into a liar.

Monday, January 12, 2009

soon we'll be found

i would give up everything i have
just to keep you smiling 
make all your worries go away
if they ever start piling 
if anyone ever did you wrong
i'd hold you through the tears
sitting till the sunrises
or until the moon appears
i would sail across the ocean
travel through the deepest blue
just to make you happy
and to show how much i care for you

what's wrong with you?

i've got you crying













what ever happened to making a commitment to your words?
Standing by what you believe is true.
It's all faded into a blur
nonsense, the past.
what's going to happen when I'm left alone?
with no one to hold close
I'll be forgotten
erased, the past.
when are you going to realize that sometimes, you're wrong?
you don't always stay true
you're a hypocrite
present, the past.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

say whatever you want

I looked her in the eye 
and told her to stand up tall
face all your fears
pull yourself away from the wall
vow never to fall apart
be strong, mature, and brave
listen to your heart
don't be anybody's slave







be happy when you need to be
and angry if you've been done wrong
remember to be bold
and always stay strong
never bite the hand that feeds you
let your spirits be as light as a feather
don't let anything break you down
pull yourself together. 

Thursday, January 8, 2009

apathy releases me

i have a new years resolution that i'm not going to tell anyone, not a soul.

Monday, January 5, 2009

everybody but me

give me something i can keep.
i want to feel the comfort of security,
to have something to rely on.
let me have it forever, and ever
don't let anyone take it away from me
never let it be gone
show me that there's hope out there
give me a chance to break free
i don't want another clone
i need something new and original
to keep away from all the rest
i need something to call my own

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Saturday, January 3, 2009

if i could do it all again


i really want to look you in the eye, and tell you how truly pathetic you are.