where your gardens, have no walls

it was perfect timing, when you came

because it was just when I started missing you

you came without warning and chose to stay

we decided to forget everything we knew

we rememberd the days that had past

how much we laughed and cried.

we realized we needed eachothers friendship

diffrences aside.

we became closer day by day

and now we're hardly apart

I'm really glad we could go back again

we got a brand new start.

so don't leave my side again

I don't think I could handel the pain

lets never let that happen to us

never,ever again.

there are certain people, you just keep coming back to

We have too many moments where it feels like nothing can get better. Thoes moments where it feels like everything is still. Moments of perfections. Moments where I know that you'll always be my best friend.

I'll love you no matter how far you are

soon you will know

The thing I hate the most is a hipocrit.

I've seen you grow into one, day by day.
You don't even notice it, but everyone else does.
I know if I did what you were doing you'd call me out on it, and get mad at me.
For some reason I can't pull myself toghether and just tell you how you've been hurting me.
It's killing me, but I have to hold it in.
Hopefully you'll realize it on your own; soon.
Hopefully it won't be too late

"When people think you're dying, they really, really listen to you, instead of just waiting for their turn to speak"

(Fight Club)

i did everything for you

Friends change like seasons. one minute the most powerful friendship you think you've ever had can be destroyed into nothing but tears and regret. Slowly the fear of ever starting a new friendship takes over you. What if you get too close again,but then find yourself drifting apart? What if they realize that you're not the person they thought you were? So much of our times are spent with friends. Time we don't even realize we're spending. Constantly we are by our friends sides. Talking, laughing, bickering. We share things with eachother, we hide things from one another. Most of our days are taken up with a friend. The risk of losing someone so close to you, is frightening. It's terrifying knowing that in one easy minute this person could be out of your life forever. But you realize that thoes who leave you, thoes who change for the worse, thoes who decied to give up when things get hard were never really your friends. They never were the ones who were by your side because right at that moment-when you lost them- you needed them the most. And realizing that they were never actually your friend, is what hurts the most.

time,where did you go?

hello days of science and my winter fleece
byebye days of laughter and peace
hello days of a timed run
byebye days of smiles and sun
hello days of penicls and pens
byebye days of being with friends
hello days of ongoing tests
byebye days of afternoon rests
hello days of hardwork and stress
byebye to my summer dress
hello days of being late
byebye to summer oh eight.