stay away

If you're the only one who knows why does it feel like I just told the entire world? A momentary lapse when all those words just spilt out onto the floor. What was I thinking? Of course you'd judge me. After all, it's what you're best at. Pushing me aside once you heard what you needed. Did my words boost your ego high enough? Did my pain bring smiles to the faces of all your friends? Go on and celebrate your defeat. If you're the only one who knows why does it feel like I haven't told anyone?