And my friends were like whatever, you'll find someone better

I thought you were diffrent. Diffrent from every other guy I had been with, but I was wrong. You were much worse. I guess this is what you get when you asume. But of course no one deserves what I got from you. No one should have seen what I had seen. No one should have to endure the pain of loosing someone in this way.

Trust is the foundation of love. Or so I've been told. You lost my love when you lost my trust. It took you months to gain it, and seconds to loose it. As quick as a gunshot it was over. Everything you told me must have been lies then. All thoes times you squezzed my hand just so I would know you were there. I could swear sometimes you would look into my eyes and it felt like no one else ever even existed. All the words you spoke, so poetic, so meaningful, we're all thrown out the trash as if they never even existed at all. They didn't matter anymore.

I didn't even know who she was, or if she was the first. How long had that been going on for? I wanted to ask you, but I didn't want the answer. I knew it would hurt me even more. What was it that she had that made you ruin something so pure? But most of all I wanted to ask. Was it worth it? In the end, was sneaking around, lieing to me, losing my trust, and losing me;worth it?

You were very underhanded about how you did it. Shedueling me around your time with her. You messed with my head, and my emotions and in the end you were still left with her and I was left alone. I was left empty and hollow, and you were left with passion and lust. I hope you fall in love. I hope she becomes your everything and then I hope she does what you did to me so you can know what it's like to be left with nothing.

You said you still loved me, even after I caught you. If thats love then I certainly want no part in it.In my books love was something that was suppose to be untainted, and precious. Something that you held on tight to, no matter what. Love was suppose to be charm, and romance. But if love is what you had for me, I don't want it.

If love is cheating, I guess I'll never fall in love again.