Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt.

I can't go to sleep,

in fear that I'll wake up and you'll be gone.

take your time, be careful, dont ever doubt your feelings, and hold on tight.

everybody's changing

You hold me, just so you can drop me.

You have my back, just so you can stab knifes into it.

You trust me, just so I return you the favour, that way you can betray my trust.

You don't support me,

You don't care for me

You don't brighten my day,

You don't stick up for me.

You're an anchor. Drowning me deeper,and deeper into your waters of pain.

They say misery loves company, but you just drag me along in your sorrow.

You take me to the top of the mountain, then push me off so you can watch me fall.

I've been stuck falling these first 99 feet, unable to do anything about it

But I'm pulling the parachute and landing for the last.

(it doesnt hurt to hear it every once in awhile....it would actually make things a lot better.)

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green

jealousy is an ugly color
filled with denial and hate

but once you start your jealous streak

you know its clearly too late

its in your head

its all you know

but nothing can make it fade

it's something you can't let go.

so why do we get jealous?

why do we even care?

Because slowly, once it enters our mind

it's what keeps us aware.

aware of whose betrayed us

aware of who has left

jealous is an ugly color

it's the only color that's a mind theft.

I never learned enough to listen to the voice that says; Always Love.

I stopped loving you once you stopped paying attention to what was important to me and focused on what you thought was important.

Maybe if you listend, things would be diffrent now.

Face up against the glass, I'm looking out.

My mind still wanders at the thought of you.
Like an infection that spreads within meer seconds. I've accepted that;

it's over,

we're done with,

theirs no more us.

but time and time again I find myself thinking;
where would we be now?
All hatrid aside, what would happen if it never ended?
I'd like to think we'd be happy. In eachothers arms, painless.

But a part of me, the part of me that you hurt so many times, knows that that's just ficitional.

We'd be in an endless tug-a-war. Trying to pull eachother in, just to watch the other one fall.

Our diffrences would pull eachother apart, instead of bring us toghether.

We'd be like a puzzle that's missing a couple peices,

As hard as you look to find them; their lost,forever.

I'm trying to find a way to make you realize; that were still meant to be

I wish you could see what you have infront of you.

To see how luck you truly are.

Maybe see how much you have going for you.

You're luckier then others.

Most would kill to be in your place

You're loved, and that's all that some people need.

I wish you could understand that sometimes its hard

When you love someone, somtimes you're scared

You might overwhelm them with emotions.

You're so fortunate to have someone like that

someone to hold, to care for, and to love.

Even when you feel like you need to let go, hold on.

I wish you could see that it's not over, it's just begun.

It looks as though, you're letting go.

they don't know you

the way we know you

they'll never actually know how you truly act

and how you truly feel

you put on this mask when you're around them

sheilding yourself so you can fit in

But why?

Are you not satisfied with what you have now?

Or is it that you think you deserve better?

Is it worth not being yourself?

Is it worth sacrafycing more important friendships?

one day they'll realize who you are

and unlike us,

they won't accept you for it.

who will you have then?