Nothing I write is ever good enough

A brick wall,

Inside your head

No words

No images

Everything is dead.

Inspartions gone,

You've lost all hope.

Writting use to be something

That helped you cope.

Fustration and anger,

You don't know what to say.

You're mind is an untidy room

In all its disarray.

You've found the key to open your mind,

But you can't find the lock

It's an never ending worry;

It's writters block.

And if I tried to save him, my whole world would cave in

I loved you, even when you hurt me.Bruised, inside and out. I couldn't bear to let you go even if you were the one person who was hurting me the most. Why is that? How strange. So attatched to the ones who are better left alone.I don't know when exactly it started. I can't pin point back to when you became so fierce. The fire in your eyes lite, and colors of anger and hatrid spilt across your face. In one split second, from happy to angry, from gentel to rough. Purples and yellows, blues and blacks lay all over me. Marking the spots you touched, a reminder of what you did. I hid myself,

I couldn't stand to see what I looked like, I couldn't bear to think what others would think of me if I told them. How could I let this happen? How could I have been so blind not to see who you truly are? And most importantly, why wasn't I putting a stop to this? I couldn't do it. As painful as it was, it would be more painful to watch you walk out of my life, like numerous others.

I can't say it wasn't a relif when you finially got caught in the act. The look on your face, as if you just realized what you were doing was wrong. How could you have been so senseless? How could you have been capable of so much hurt and been so ruthless about it? They took you away from me. Everyday telling me, it wasn't my fault. It was you, you were the monster. How could I still have loved you? I ask myself everyday. How could I stand doing this to myself. I reminded myself that at one point;

You cared for me, You held me, You stood by me, You loved me.

But that all stopped mattering once

You Hit Me.

No love, no glory.

Gone.

In body but not in mind.

Who knew that when you left, a part of you was left behind.

So why did you have to leave us now?

What are we suppose to do?

A part of me is missing when I'm here without you.

I hope you're doing well right now, and better then before.

I'm sorry that no one gave you what you needed

when we knew you needed more.

I wish that I could see you right now

Just for awhile.

And I hope that when you're looking down on us

You're looking down with a smile.

Everytime I close my eyes, it's you.

Two racing hearts

Speeding so fast

How can I make this moment last?

You took my heart,

Said you wouldn't give it back

Why do you seem to have everything I lack?

It's been too long now

We can't pretend

Lets make sure this night doesn't end.

You tested my patience

But I didn't care

No words could describe it, nothing could compare.

So I'll make wish

That you'll stick around

Cause with you here

I've finally planted my feet on common ground.

You've given back

What I was trying to find

It's like with you, my eyes are wide open

I'm no longer blind.

Be still,let it go

click click click

take a picture that'll last forever.

a photo of the world surrounding you

freeze the moment with a push of a button

keep that memory forever stilled.

Share it, love it, keep it close.

Take a look through the lens,get into the camera

capture moments that need to be captured

and moments that were better forgetten.

spontaneous pictures, and pictures that are posed.

all fitted into a hand held slip of paper.

click click click

take a picture that'll last forever.

We've been to the top, we've been to the bottom

One last look
What if thats all you got?
One last kiss
Then everything was forgot.
You could make it all dissapear
In one quick flash
Dispose of me, and everything we were
Throw it right into the trash.

Would you earse me from your memory?

Would you take me away?

Would you clear all the memorys of

Our chaos and dissarray?

To have me gone in your life is one thing

But to forget me is another.

Could you bare to be rid of the memories of eachother?

If you choose to,

Do it without hesitation

Do it without fear

Do it because you want me to never reappear.

Tell me that you'll dance in the end

The days are long
The nights go by fast

But we all know that this feeling can never really last.
Soaking in the sun
And being free
The heat is blazing to the perfect degree.
High tides and low tides
Just being with friends
Theirs going to be new begingings and some ends.
We'll just sit toghether
and forget about the rest
Cause as far as I'm concernd,
This summer is going to be the best.